About Tina...
I HAVE HAD A SAD AND HARD LIFE, ESPECIALLY GROWING UP….I CAME FROM A FAMILY OF 4 CHILDREN MYSELF BEEN THE ELDEST..I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A STRICT RELIGIOUS FAMILY. MY DAD A ALCOHOLIC, MY MUM A BEAUTIFULL LADY AND STILL IS…. MY DAD WAS A BAD TEMPERED AND CRUEL MAN. HE TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE AND HATE WITHIN MINUTES. HE WAS LIKE A TIME BOMB, HE WOULD WHIP ME UNTIL MY BACK WOULD BLEED, THEN IN NO TIME HE WOULD SAY SORRY. SO ONE MINUTE I WOULD HATE HIM THEN THE NEXT I WOULD FORGIVE HIM…THIS WENT ON FOR MANY YEARS… I WILL NEVER FORGET THE TIME MY BROTHER WHO WAS ABOUT 13 HE WAS LOADING A RIFLE READY TO BLOW MY DAD AWAY… TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH IT WOULD NOT HAVE WORRIED ME IF HE HAD OF… BUT SOMETHING TOLD ME TO STOP HIM FROM DOING IT, IN WHICH I DID… I PUT UP WITH THE BEATINGS UNTIL I WAS 16 YEARS OLD. I THEN TOOK OFF FROM HOME AND TURNED INTO A DRUNK.. I ENDED UP IN HOSPITAL VERY SICK….. AT 17 I BECAME A MUM AND BY THE TIME I WAS 24 I HAD 4 CHILDREN. MY HUSBAND WASNT MUCH OF A HUSBAND OR FATHER. HE WOULD JUST DISSAPEAR FOR MONTHS, WE WOULD NOT EVEN KNOW WHERE HE WAS…. EVENTUALLY WE SEPERATED FOR GOOD. I MET AN AWESOME MAN WHO WAS ONE OF A KIND… I LOVED HIM GREATLY BUT HE WAS KILLED IN A BIKE ACCIDENT THE MORNING AFTER OUR SECOND CHILD WAS BORN…… I CHANGED AFTER THAT! I HAD A BREAK DOWN AND BLAMED GOD FOR TAKING HIM AWAY FROM US….. I LOST THE PLOT FOR YEARS. I WAS A SHOCKER… I BECAME INVOLVED IN THE OUTLAW BIKE CLUB SCENE WHERE I WOULD SIT AND WATCH SOME TERRIBLE THINGS AND DID NOT THINK TWICE ABOUT IT…. I CARRIED A KNIFE IN MY BOOT AND I WOULD NOT HAVE HESITATED TO USE IT IF NEED TO BE. I LOVED THE MAD LIFESTYLE THE DRUGS, ALCOHOL THE WEAPONS, THE MAD PARTIES THAT WERE ALL WEEKENDERS… I WAS ALSO INVOLVED IN MANY CRIMINAL ACTIVITIES. CORRUPTION, FRAUD ALL SORTS.. THE MEMBER I WAS WITH WAS GREAT TO ME AND MY CHILDREN. BUT I BELIEVE GOD HAD HIS HAND ON MY SHOULDERS THEN, BECAUSE FOR SOME REASON I KNEW I HAD TO GET OUT OF THIS TYPE OF LIFESTYLE….. WHEN I THINK BACK NOW, GOD MUST OF PROTECTED ME MANY TIMES… THERE WAS A TIME I WAS SUPPOSED TO STAY AT A GIRLFRIENDS PLACE FOR THE NIGHT, SHE WAS MIXED UP IN THE OUTLAW BIKE CLUB TOO.. FOR SOME REASON I DECIDED NOT TO STAY… JUST AS WELL I DIDN’T AS THAT NIGHT SHE WAS MURDERED…
ANYWAY NOT LONG AFTER THAT I WAS INVITED TO A CHURCH ON THE SUNSHINE COAST. IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO GET THERE BUT EVENTUALLY I WENT… ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS GET OUT OF THAT PLACE BUT I WAS BOXED IN… I ENDED UP GIVING MY HEART TO JESUS AND THINGS IN MY LIFE AND MY CHILDRENS STARTED CHANGING FOR THE BETTER…. I THEN MOVED TO HERVEY BAY…THE BEST PLACE AROUND…… I FOUND A GREAT A.O.G. CHURCH HERE.. IT IS A VERY ROCKY SPIRIT FILLED CHURCH. THE PASTOR IS JUST AWESOME AND A GREAT MAN OF GOD, WE ARE SO BLESSED TO HAVE HIM AS OUR PASTOR….. I HAVE BEEN HEALED OF MANY THINGS AND MY SON ALSO HAS BEEN HEALED OF SIEZURES AND BRAIN DISORDERS… I THANK GOD EVERYDAY FOR HIS AWESOME GRACE… YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT GOD CAN DO FOR YOU, I KNOW I HAVE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER… I DO NOT KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE IF I DIDN’T TAKE JESUS INTO MY HEART, ALL MY HURT, ANGER SADNESS HAS ALL GONE…. MY HEART WAS HARD NOW I FEEL LIKE A NEW PERSON… DON’T EVER LOSE YOUR FAITH KEEP GOING NO MATTER WHAT. I KNOW WE ALL HAVE OUR BAD DAYS BUT PUT IN A WORSHIP CD, CRANK UP THE STEREO AND PRAISE OUR AWESOME GOD…. ROCK ON FOR JESUS IN YOUR LOUNGE ROOM…. OH YEH HOW AWESOME…… ALWAYS STAY CONNECTED DO NOT LOSE THAT CONNECTION YOU HAVE WITH OUR GREAT GOD.. HE IS ALWAYS THERE, PRAY YOUR GUTS OUT WHEN THINGS DON’T SEEM TO BE GOING RIGHT, GOD ALWAYS LISTENS… YOU WILL GET AN ANSWER….. BELEIVE ME I KNOW…….. HAVING JESUS IN OUR HEART GIVES US A FREEDOM, ALSO AN INNER PEACE….. THERE ARE 2 SCRIPTURES THAT I LOVE… GET YOUR BIBLE OUT OR GO AND FIND ONE IF YOU HAVENT GOT ONE…… MATT. 21; 22……. PSALMS. 105;1………
BLESS YOU ALL…TINA IF ANYONE WOULD
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